tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78710290144074763602011-11-27T18:25:51.683-07:00My adventures in life; the good,the rough, the sad, the funny and living with visual impairmentCynthiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05325484761466605352noreply@blogger.comBlogger1611100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7871029014407476360.post-52464753291645167332009-10-16T10:05:00.002-07:002009-10-16T10:32:53.699-07:00

Wow, a year since I last posted. I will apologize for the lapse in time, but am sure most of you understand that God has his way of steering us in the right direction and to follow this we must put aside some items. Fortunately, this is an item I can pick up again.The time during the trial was quite the emotional roller coaster. Even for those who were working with us, handling the case. You can

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I am pressed for time right now, but want to let everyone know we are doing fine. So much has passed in this last couple of months and I look forward to be sharing with everyone; both the good and the bad.Tomorrow begins the trial of the state against the defendent in Ladybugs kidnapping. It is estimated it will last through the middle to end of next week. Ladybug will testify tomorrow. Biper

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When Bug was a baby, he was affectionately given this curious nickname. And as he grows, I wonder: does this name fit him or is he fitting the name?As a baby, and only a mother would say this with love, Bug.....well.... he looked like a bug. Not just your average, bug in the yard. He looked like Bug in the movie A Bug's Life. The movie character was animated and cute. Our Bug was animated and

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Deep in darkness, searching for a way out; and then I stopped. I sat. Alone and scared. In despair.I said, "I quit. "And as if waking from a long nap, my eyes were opened and I saw it.Ladybug began talking; of anger. Then of this strange feeling; confidence. But why does she feel this way? After all, she has to go through a trial. Shouldn't this be her toughest time? With the help of counseling,

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In the past weeks, I have had so many brutally strong emotions churning within me. Why Lord did you bless me with these children? Was it because you created me with wide shoulders, to carry all their burdens? Was it because you made my backbone straight, to show them how to stand tall through whatever storms may pass? Was it because you gave me extra courage, to teach them to keep their heads

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We have finally settled into our new home. While closer to town, we are just at the outskirts and wonderfully peaceful nights can be had sitting outside on the porch.I still observe daily, how life altering, our Ladybug's traumatic experience has been. So many curves this road of healing takes. Depression, anger, guilt, denial taking turns driving her roller coaster of emotions. Strength and

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Yes, it was the first full day of summer vacation and I survived!It started out quite early, with me mumbling something such as: "We can wait until the sun is up before getting out of bed. There is no school. Remember?"Of course, Biper had not forgotten, but between that 8 year old excitement of this big, first day and still being on an early to bed/early to rise routine; watching tv and eating

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First, I want to apologize for the delay in posting. Between end of the year school activities, getting Maxter home for the summer and trying to get myself to bed at a decent hour; I have neglected many other things; this blog being one.I had a post ready for tonight, but will need to post it, either tomorrow evening if possible or as soon as things settle down here.I know there are many of you

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Earlier this evening Biper said to me, "Mom, I'll just get me a snack, so you don't have to cook." Ok, so really he wanted cookies and not some fruit and veggie snack I would have prepared; but the thought was just so sweet.Today we spent our time in the kitchen. It has become more difficult for him to identify canned foods, see pitchers of drinks in the refrigerator and he can no longer find

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As you can tell I made it to the wedding! Din a Din and R have now began their new life as a married couple. They truly have been blessed, as when one is their presence you can just feel the unbound love they have for each other. Leaves one's heart smiling. Smiling. While I was back in IL, I also had the chance to visit with my dearest friend and her husband. I have mentioned them in earlier

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In just under 48 hours, I am to board a plane, in Phoenix, AZ. It will take me to be reunited with Din a Din, after a 3 year seperation. It will take me home, to IL. It will take me to witness the most beautiful even; the wedding of my daughter.But tonight, everything is on hold.Biper has been sick since Sunday. Fever, stomach pains and today congestion and asthma problems.The neighbor who is to

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When my two oldest left home; I cried. I felt so lonely. Someone, going through "empty nest syndrome" told me I wouldn't understand; as I still had 6 at home. Oh how wrong they were. My first born daughter, my first born son were no longer safely under my wings. My two lead ducklings had left the nest.Time soothed the lonliness and dried my tears. For Din a Din, the day arrived, all too soon;

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Wanting to wish all of the mothers, aunts, grandmas, stepmothers, friends and men out there; who are "Mother's" the happiest day, filled with many blessings!For me personally, being a mother is the most honored responsibility God could have bestowed upon me. And he prepared me well, through my mother. A tiny woman, her body often frail and fragile due to the diabetes which consumed her for 40

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It often amazes me how busy our lives can get. And with this, how hard we must work to not lose sight of that which is important; family.So many days, we begin before the sun is up, only to settle in after the sun has once again gone down. And within all this, not just the time passes, but also many thoughts and emotions.This week has been filled with appointments. Doctors for yearly evaluations,

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I decided this morning today I would work outdoors. I began by building a dog pen. This wasn't exactly a building project, more a "let's see what we have lying around", create it yourself project. After collecting a couple of pieces of old plywood, a couple of pieces of old paneling, a pallet someone had left at the back of our lot and an old, small farmgate; I now have a temporary pen for our

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I have started this post three times. So much to share, no words to express. The only thing which comes close is:Just One Day.That is all I want.Just One Day.No court hearings, no fears, no anger, no guilt, no watching my child suffer, no confusion, no memories, no one asking "how are things", "how are you" or "how is she", no mistrust of others, no having to be strong.Just One Day. Note: It

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I am proud to share, Ladybug made it through attending school each day this week! Monday she attended one class, at the end of the day and even rode the school bus home! Tuesday she had a half day of classes due to appointments. Wednesday she lasted the entire day. She did have one point of time she "felt closed in" and her mind started racing. She sent me a text asking to please go get her. She

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Today I walked. To explain how much this means to me; after leaving my husband, I walked out of neccessity. First due to a broken down car, then due to no car at all. Occasionally I took a bus, but more often, I walked. I never found it tedious or boring. I never thought of it as exercise. It was a means of getting from point A to point B. A more than acceptable mean of transportation. When we

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Ladybug is catching up on sleep these days. She was in bed by 11pm last night and slept until nearly 1pm. And she woke up "starving"! After a good meal, she spent the day relaxing, listening to her music, listening to my music and eating more.I, on the other hand, spent the day cleaning my yard. It was such a beautiful day, warm yet with a gentle breeze. Working in the sunshine was so cleansing

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"Spinning," is how Ladybug describes her mental state these days. She said her thoughts are spinning around so fast, she can't keep up with them at times, they make her dizzy and they interrupt her times of peace.She has completed, successfully, 2 days of testing. An hour each day. Yesterday was the writing portion of the state test. This was the first time Ladybug had put a pen to paper since

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Yes, my Ladybug is fast asleep. And has been now for just around an hour. I am so pleased. I can honestly count the hours of sleep she has had in this past couple of weeks on my hands and toes.Tomorrow is a big day for Ladybug. She will be attending school for the first time. I met with members of the staff yesterday and they are understanding and showing an effort to work well with Ladybug for

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There is still much I do not know, of the way this man manuevered his way into my daughter's life. And I am beginning to want to know. Again, not wanting to know. Needing to know. My mind says I must know, to protect her, to protect others. Like so many parents, I have faced the unimaginable. Like so many families, I say, "I had no idea". Teaching our children about safety, keeping open

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I feel as if these past few days, I have spent my time waiting. I waited for the phone call from the vicitim's advocate to give the results of the grand jury. And heard nothing. As my mind still tends to "block" or "rebound" much of what is going on, they may have said it is this coming Thursday. Ironically, as I waited for this call, I also had decided, I didn't want to hear what happened.

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"When will I be able to watch the tv shows I used to enjoy"? "When I am 50, will I still feel this way"?"When I grow up, will I still remember"?"When this person has served his time, will I still be notified of his release, even if it is 30 years from now"?"When will I understand what is going on inside of me"?"When will this all be over"?There is no set time, baby girl, there is no set time."

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Amid all the hard work at trying to heal, we are busy keeping ourselves occupied with other business which cannot be rescheduled, cancelled or pushed to the back burner.Last Friday, Biper had another full eye exam. Hopefully the last one until June. At this exam, it was verified, his right eye has complete blindness. How strange to see a bright light shining into the eye of your child and he

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Since yesterday, I have felt like a beach of sand, constantly changing; as the waves of emotion roll upon me. Unlike the peaceful, soft swishing of common waves, these are the waves of a storm.The numbness which had overcome me is melting away, like the snow on a warm day. Melting away the protection from the pent up of emotions, mixing them with the freshenss of tears. The mud which will form me

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We had a very positive meeting today with our crisis worker and our victim's advocate. I am so thankful for the wonderful people God has placed on our path to walk with us through this difficult time. The person being charged with Ladybugs kidnapping, has been extradited from CA to AZ and is being held on a $225,000 bond. More charges were being added as we spoke today.Ladybug had a good day

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Ladybug,A week ago I sat, lost in pain and sorrow. I would go outdoor and look at the far away skies, wondering about you, wondering if you were calling for me, wondering if you were alive. Just over 24 hours later, God answered those many prayers, he wiped those tears of many; when he sent the call; She's Safe!Tonight I sit, lost in pain and sorrow. I walk outdoor and look at the far away skies

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Ladybug and I were reunited Wednesday evening. She appears physically well; exhausted, but well.At one point soon, I will share what we have gone through this past couple of days and what we are going through. But time is short. Ladybug doesn't sleep much right now, I can count on 2 hands the hours of sleep she has had in the past 72 hours. But she does talk with me. This is good.I don't sleep

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FOUND: March 18, 2008This is a sticky post and will remain on top until she is home safe. Please scroll down for new posts.Margarita "Magui" MartinezDOB: 4-19-1994MISSING: 3-10-20082 scratches on left arm, just above the wrist; scar from a burn as a child on right index finger.5'2", 120 lbs., hispanicMagui has Retinitis Pigmentosa, an eye disease. Due to this, she has nightblindness, photophobia

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The US Marshalls have found our Ladybug! I will be reunited with her sometime tomorrow. At this point I have no details of what happened. I do know that an arrest warrant had been issues for kidnapping today and they were following leads this evening in hopes of catching him and finding her.Again, thank you to everyone for the prayers, notes of support, shared stories and strength you have given

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It is hard to believe, a week ago today, probably around this time of the evening, I saw my Ladybug for the last time. Deep hurt, sadness, numbness; all still linger. Add to that frustration and anger.Yesterday I was angry, just angry, all day. Angry at Ladybug. Angry at the law enforcement. Angry at her friends. Angry at this person she is with. Angry at feeling angry. Angry at myself. Angry at

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I am taking a break for blogging/journaling this evening. I need a bit of time to just soak in all that has taken place this week. There has been no news as of yet.I cannot express the appreciation we feel for all the help everyone has offered. Those thoughts and prayers everyone is sending our way. Many have written they couldn't find the right words. But you did.God has sent us strength

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When you have a child missing, each day you begin with the emptiness, praying this will be the day of their return. You have hope. And yet try to keep yourself grounded, that this day to may pass with no change. In my home, there are still 3 other children who need me. Children who need clean clothes, meals, conversation, relaxation, help with their own personal happenings, help with their own

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After falling asleep, I awoke with a start. Jumping, I ran to the phone, so afraid I had missed a call. Any call. A call from anyone to say she is safe. A call from her saying she wants to come home. Nothing. Relief that no call had been missed. Sickened that no call had came in.Medication for the headache that was quickly gaining strength. Staring into space, trying to wake up fully. The

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Margarita "Magui" Martinez DOB: 4-19 1994 MISSING: 3-10-2008 I am posting this picture of my Ladybug with her sunglasses on. Due to her RP, if outdoors, she will be wearing sunglasses. She has photophobia.

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It has been 38 hours, since I first felt that my Ladybug was missing. The first full day, since filing the report. Is this Day 1 or Day 2? The calls began early this morning. Hopes of good news. Hopes of any news. Some asked through text messages from classes. Some through IM and email.A few more tries of phone numbers we found, not sure who they belonged to. All dead ends. A few passes on the

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The phone has stopped ringing, so I have some time to share what has happened.I had been in bed since early yesterday with the flu. Bug had it Friday night, Biper Saturday night and since they like to breathe on mom, it was my turn. When I got up this morning, I went to Ladybug's room and she wasn't there. Being in a feverish fog, I got my coffee, checked the bathrooms and outdoors and called

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Margarita "Magui" Martinez 4-19-1994 Missing: 3-10-2008If anyone in the Southern California, El Centro/El Cajon/San Diego area see this young girl please contact your local police department.I know this is a large area and many young girls this age look alike. So please take a good look at her

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This morning I decided to treat Bug to a trip to the dollar store. Oh how I love to see his face light up at just the thought! We bounce in through the front doors, joyfully dancing to the toy aisle. We look up one side and down the other. Bug telling me what each toy is or asking how it works.We go back down one side and up the other. Bug telling me again what each toy is. Playing to see what

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When It Rains It Pours: But....I think of the flowers which will bloom with brilliant color, filling the air with their sweet aroma.I think of the purity of the rain.I remind myself, water is for cleaning.I feel the quenching of my thirst.Whether it is raining outside my window; or....As now, raining down upon us with tests of faith, illness undiagnosed,special needs to care for,death of loved

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I am posting quickly tonight, as it was a long day. This morning I had to take Biper for another audiological exam. This time I had all the results completely explained to me, in depth. This will aid me significantly in obtaining the hearing aids, the FM system and any accomodations he will need in school. It also helps me to understand what we can do at home to ensure that he remains an active

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Today as Biper and a neighbor boy played, I happened to catch their conversation.Neighbor boy: "Why do you have that stick you use when we walk to the bus?"Biper: "It is my guide cane."Neighbor boy: "I want one."Biper: "But you can see."Neighbor boy: "So can you."Biper: "No, I can't see. Well, just a little. One day I will be blind."Neighbor boy: "You mean you're different than me?" Biper: "No, I

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They wanted the tent, they wanted to camp. They never said where!Yes, Biper and Bug happily spend their free time playing in their 6 person tent in the safety and warmth of their bedroom. This tent is the coolest! It has the divider, so they each have their own room! And mom loves it. Throw the toys in, close and zip the doors and no more mess!Bug sleeps in the tent each night. Well, half way in

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I received a note today that Helena from Thrice Blessed Momma, passed away recently. She was the mother of 3 very special triplets and was raising them as a single parent do to the sudden death of her beloved husband. Please pray for her family and her children. Helena was one of my first blogland friends and will always be in my heart and memories. I also received word my sister in laws husband

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After one hectic week and as we approach another, we were blessed with a day of quiet. Ladybug is feeling better and we are praying for good news with the additional test results this week. She felt well enough to go shopping with her dad today. What 13, almost 14 year old, wouldn't feel well enough for a trip like this; especially when it means coming home with a new cellphone! They even picked

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(I have been asked (and accepted) to use our family experience of Retinitis Pigmentos (RP) in the FFB's national newletter. The kids are all so excited to be able to help bring awareness to others. Although I have shared with you through various posts, the impact of the children's diagnosis and their decreasing vision has had on us, I have decided to also share what others will read. How it all

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These past couple of days have been a flurry of activity.Ladybug became ill, so we spent 4 hours in our local ER on Tuesday. Yesterday she wasn't doing much better, so I spent the day caring for her and talking with our pediatrician; who she sees today and they will probably run more tests. She is having trouble with the sensation of pressure in her chest area and sporadic problems with her

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My brother, during my stay in Florida, gave me a webcam he no longer needs. Bug has such a great time watching himself on the computer!For us it has been a 4 day weekend. So, as boys do, they played outdoors from morning til night. We have now a total of 6 little boys on our street; 3 kindergartners, a 1st grader, Biper is the only 2nd grader and then there is Bug, the youngest of all, not yet

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Not for chick feed, not for dog food, not for rabbit food. Oh no, Oh no. Do not send them there at all. Don't send them near the street it's on, nor in the nearby grocery store. Oh no, Oh no. Do not send them there at all. The gas station across the street is forbidden territory, 4 blocks down and out of the way is much safer, you will see; or better yet the one 10 miles to the left is a much

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When we received Maxter's diagnosis of Retinitis Pigmentosa, one organization which we turned to for support and information was the Foundation Fighting Blindness. Annually the hold walks across the country to raise money for research related to degenerative eye diseases; RP, Macular Degeneration; to name a couple.Last year, I organized a local walk, as traveling to Phoenix was not an option for

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Our prayers and thoughts are with those affected by today's college campus shooting. This is in my hometown area and most everyone knows someone who attends or has attended there. The instructor was raised in my hometown.

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I cannot believe it has been 4 days since I last was here! Of course, I just realized today was Wednesday when the kids got off the bus early. Every Wed. is early release and I usually remember about mid morning!Maxter is home on break this week. So as usual, I have had to share my computer. He, once again, is showing great strides in his daily living skills. This is the first time he has cooked

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This is a picture I took while in Florida. Although it was what my brother called a "winter day", with heavy winds, strong waves, and seagulls struggling to fly; standing there brought over me a feeling of serenity.This week, Biper had a hearing evaluation with the ear specialist. Tests showed he has a mild hearing loss and comparing this to last year's exam, we learned this is a progressive loss

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Take 2 little boys to the feed store and look what you come home with! Yes, we now have 4 baby chicks! The brown one is Biper's, appropriately named Chocolate. The black one is Ladybug's, referred to as Baby. The little behind you see is a light yellow chick, which Bug has affectionately named Frosty. Yes, this child still has snow and snowmen on his mind!! There is also a darker yellow chick,

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I am finally back. Just after the holidays, when things began to settle, I entered a period of time of feeling greatly overwhelmed and completely exhausted.Biper's vision has decreased greatly and once again many new accomodations and adjustments have had to be made. Although from the day he was diagnosed, we have known his vision would decrease, I still kept myself believing this would be over a

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He loves his couch while he's home! Ladybug got a new coat for Christmas! And she's needed it! Biper and Bug all dressed for the day! Biper said he couldn't smile because the shirt was too tight on his neck!

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I finally did my shopping today and am so pleased with each gift I purchased. It hurt, as Ladybug had just one gift on her wish list and it was beyond my reach; but I know she will be happy with what she gets. Maxter comes home tomorrow and is so excited! He used a bit of his hard earned money and got everyone a little something. He is so thoughtful to his brothers and sisters; makes my heart

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Just a couple of nights ago, Biper and I headed to one of the local Walmart stores. A quick errand, or so I figured, to pick up some cold medicine for Bug and a couple of small grocery items. Now Biper has a new guide cane, a bit longer than his old one, as he is a fast walker and this gives him a bit more response time. He loves his new cane, is proud of walking quickly; so eager to use it and

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I am posting to let all of my blessed friends and readers we are all doing fine.I am going through some personal trials; those which pierce at the soul. I am in moments torn between doing what I know I should and yet my heart is so against it. Having to forgive again. Or is it that I never truly forgave?There are 2 people in my life who need my help, my guidance, my ears to hear them and my

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This morning as I cooked, Biper came into the kitchen and asked, "Will I be able to cook"? I assured him that he would. "But how will I 'see' the stove, the burner or the food?", he inquired. While I explained to him he will learn his own special ways of doing these things and how there are many people who will help him to learn; it struck me. I, myself do not know how to do as he will need to.

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What a wonderful birthday I had!The air was crisp this morning when I started the day. Just the way I like it! Biper and Bugs woke up in cuddly moods; so I treasured those moments. Then the extra 2 boys arrived and they all played while I made breakfast. Scrambled eggs was the order for the day. Now making scrambled eggs is quite a normal routine in our home; but making for them for the 7 year

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Today has been cookie day in our home. The boys were restless, so figured it was a good time to get started.As I placed the ingredients in the bowl, Biper mixed, mashed, chopped; although the recipe only called for mixing! Bug sat on the counter next to him waiting for his turn to help. Scraping the bowl is so much fun, especially when you lick the spatula afterwards!Finally I added the flour and

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I don't normally mention certain products or companies on here; but this is for such a wonderful cause I can't resist!The other day I was looking for Christmas Screensavers and got a link to MYCOKEREWARDS. Of course I checked it out, didn't get a screensaver, but for anyone who drinks any coke product I have some information. We all notice the little codes inside the individual bottles or inside

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My how this week has been busy and passed so quickly! My days are starting earlier, way before the sun comes up; so have been going to bed much earlier also.One of the days in the week, I was sitting in the pharmacy waiting for prescriptions to be ready. A lady walked in, spoke with the pharmacist and then obviously was needing to wait also. As often happens, she asked the lady next to me where

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Ever since the morning Bug woke up, rushing to the window, looking out at our barren desert landscape and asked, "is it snowing yet?", snow has been quite topic here.His godmother from IL, just had to let me know she had snow last week; which I shared with Bug and he was ready to go!DinDin had her fiances 3 yr old nephew call this weekend, "Tenemos mucho mucho nieve!" (We have lots and lots of

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Back in late September, early October a new neighbor moved in. A young mother with 2 boys; ages 5 and 7. Actually, she moved in and a week later the boys arrived. Biper and Bug anxiously awaited the day they would have other children to play with. And play they have! Their house, our house, and in between the houses. These 2 little boys, who yelled and screamed and whooped and hollered and with

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I so wish at moments like this I had my digital camera. Bug is sitting next to me, straddling the back of the sofa, watching Dora's Christmas Show. Actually, he is in the process of dressing himself. The boxers are on; backwards, but on. The shirt is on; backwards, but on. And the socks are on; can you get those on backwards? If so, they probably are!I am becoming quite used to backwards

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I saw this at Donetta's and have decided to join. This was going around the quilting circles and has now branched out, so please do not think you need to be able to quilt. Any handmade gift will do...napkins, aprons, bags, candles, any thing you can make with your own generous hands. Here is how it goes."Come join in the fun and make the world a happier place. So this is how it goes...It’s the

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Bob, mentioned in a comment he didn't recall my mentioning we had lived in Mexico. I may have spoke about it briefly here and there; but will share more now.In 1996, we moved from the state of WA to AZ. Part of our trip to this final destination included going into Mexicali, Baja California, Mexico to visit family of the kids father. I fell in love with them and the ambiance of Mexico. After we

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This meme was developed by Annie at Hootin' Annies and after seeing it, I just had to join in!"For the holiday season, I've started a meme. "The Twelve Questions of Christmas" If you'd like to participate, I'd be honored to have you join in the fun. If you'd like, you are welcomed to use the meme header graphic!"1. Christmas is __Joyous_____________. [fill in the blank with ONE WORD]2. In

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What a day of blessings we had!This morning I ran in quickly to the local Walmart for my much needed, well desired, coffee creamer and noticed the Salvation Army Giving Tree. As I paid for my purchase and walked away, I stopped and read the tags; choosing a little girl of 6 years old to give a little bit of Christmas to. How fun it will be to shop for a little girl again, all the things my girls

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Just a quick post tonight. We're waiting to go and pick up Syssa from her 3 week visit with NicNic. It is so exciting when they come home. Whether it is to live or visit. It only compares to the joy I felt when each of them was born.

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I have been out and about visiting everyone's blogs today. Sadly, my computer is not letting me comment. I have been having trouble with my wireless internet not holding a good connection; limiting to what and how much I can do. I have narrowed the problem down to the router. So tomorrow will call the technicians to see if they give me a solution. That is, if I don't lay awake all night thinking

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Our long, holiday weekend is winding down. Maxter returned to school today. As always a bittersweet departure. How I love that my half-grown son still hugs me with such ease, as he did when he was 2. Biper received a most special letter in the mail yesterday. Santa Claus wrote him! Yes, a letter from the North Pole, transcribed into Braille by Santa's Helpers. A special letter sent to children

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A wonderful Thanksgiving was celebrated in our home. We were thankful for our guest, an uncle of the children's father, who we knew, but had not had much time with. He spent the night and headed home this morning. What a warm feeling it was, when he awoke this morning and the kids all greeted him excitedly, "Buenos Dias Tio!"; and he smiled a smile that comes from true appreciation for the

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Bug was having an unusually cranky day today. Most likely due to his recent and unwelcome habit of waking up around midnight. And still rising before the sun at 5 am.All morning he fussed. He wanted to play on the computer. No he wanted to read stories. He wanted to eat. He didn't want to eat. So I dressed him and we headed outdoors to play. Now, this is a child who does not, and I must emphasize

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Tanya, The Dairy Wife, is having a wonderful contest. All you need to do is tell your most embarrassing/funny moment. Although I have yet to think of anything I may have done in the past that would fit this category, the prize is a beautiful pendant in which she will place your favorite picture so you may always have your loved ones with you. This is enough to tempt me in to asking my children

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A couple of updates.Puppy is doing fine. He's walking around better and like so many of us do when we begin to recover, trying to push himself a bit too hard. Today he so badly wanted to jump on the couch to lay and before I could get to him; he tried. Poor thing cried with pain. I cried for him, as I took him to his pillow to lay on. He's soaking in all the extra lovings the kids are dishing

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I won't be doing a regular post this evening. One of our puppies (not the intruder dog), wriggled his way into a neighbor's yard today and was attacked by their dog. He has a few bite marks, but fortunately none deeper than the skin. So we are busy caring for him, comforting his brother (who sat on our side of the fence and watched) and I'm cooking. I was in the middle of some holiday

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Maxter came home today for break. It is so exciting for all of us! Last night Biper and Bug were wondering what would he bring. Ladybug was begging me to pick her up from school to go meet his van. I was busy making sure the house was in order and things placed where he can find them. It will take him a few days to refamiliarize himself, to refresh his memory of where everything is located. How

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I woke from a deep sleep last night, to the sound of the bedroom window opening. My heart stopped. Our nights have been cooler, so we often leave the windows open a bit. Had Bug woke up cold and decided to shut it? I opened my blurried eyes to see. The light cast a shadow. 2 hands, just at the edge of the window. My heart stopped. My voice left me. My thoughts ran wild. I couldn't move.Finally a

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Ladybug and I have been able to share some wonderful mother/daughter time these past few days. At 13, life is such a strange place; the younger, carefree days slipping away and those yet to be explored coming near.In Ladybug's words, "life is like learning to swim as a child, then getting thrown in the river, told you have to swim up the river, against the current, to reach your dreams."We have

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Mary gave me and Biper this special gift. In sharing with him, I explained how so many people think it is a pretty neat little boy and very special; just like mommy does. His response:"Cool", with his angelic little grin and "Can you print it for me?" So we did!Thank you Mary. It is a gift we treasure together.

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Denise also gave me this heartwarming gift. This award was originally created by Aussic Cynic, who posted:After looking, reading and watching many many Blogs and bloggers I decided to issue some recognition to those fellow bloggers I feel maintain integrity in their Blogs. All these bloggers incorporate within their wonderful sites, an integrity not always seen. They share terrific stories,

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Jaye, my heat suffering AZ friend and Denise, my friend of comfort passed this beautiful award to me. Ladies, you both touch my heart in so many ways. I am ever thankful for your friendship and this award.I would like to pass this on to Childlife at In The Life Of A Child; VW Bug at One Happy Dog Speaks, Mimi at Listen To Your Grammie and Tanya, The Dairy Wife.

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I received some wonderful awards while I was away. Tomorrow I will post each of them appropriately. Each one is so very special to me and have really warmed my heart.Although difficult, I need to let each of you know, I am going through some weak days. This past Thursday, Biper had his yearly eye exam. Not an extensive exam, no drops for dilation of the eyes (although I still got him his treat

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Today we went into a Mexico. The town is small and caters much to tourists, especially during this time of year when we have our "snowbirds" visiting.It was myself, Bug and Biper. And I could tell we were quite the sight, from the looks thrown our way.Biper was walking proudly, independently, led only by his guide cane. Only a few people stopped right in front of him to stare. Most kindly moving

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Please excuse my absence. I seem to have picked up the virus the boys had earlier in the week. Hope to be up and around tomorrow.

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"When I am completely blind, I won't need a light to read!" Biper exclaimed. "I can feel the words." he explained."When I am blind, I won't need a flashlight outdoors at night," he commented. "I will use my cane, a sight guide or go only where I know," he told me.A little boy on a new adventure. His heart filled with excitement. His mind filled with enthusiasm of the obstacles he may encounter

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Friday morning Bug came down with a stomach virus. And, as usual, the others are following suit. If I don't get a chance to post this evening, I will asap! On the bright side, our water woes are gone! Thank you all for your thoughts and encouragement. In those moments I just wanted to be home, where the kids could be sick comfortably, I thought of each message you sent.

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Due to continued problems with our clogged pipes, I will be absent tomorrow. We will be spending the weekend in a motel.The plumber was here today, but tonight, as I ran water for the boy's bath, water started rising once again in the other bathroom. So more work needs to be done.While we are gone, they will also take out the carpet which has been damaged and replace it.I cannot lie. I am a bit

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When the kids arrived home last night they were exhausted. Bug has already fallen asleep and Biper was half way there. Through Lyssa I heard all the night's happenings.Marco had decided to not use his guide cane; so Ladybug was his sighted guide. Although she too has the nightblindness, with light she can see some. And they had taken a flashlight.Problem was, Syssa, as she stood on the sidewalk

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Helena, my friend at Thrice Blessed Momma, picked me to do this meme. While working on it, I realized, I haven't thought this hard since my IT class in college! Just like the computer, I am so complex, yet so simple.8 Things I Am Passionate About:Well, this would have been easy, I could have just listed each of my children's names!! But I decided that would probably be considered cheating, so

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My friend Denise has also bestowed upon me the honor of another award!Although I am lacking words to say, "Thank You", my heart is filled with so much joy, so much appreciation.Denise has health problems, problems I understand so well. Denise is diabetic; as was my mother. As is my brother. Her days can be touched with problems, with heartache, with fears; yet she always comes here with words to

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Carolyn over at Talk To Grams, has once again surprised me and left me speechless. I so enjoy people. And I love to talk. So to be honored with this award means so much.This blog has become another home to me. And as we say in Spanish, "Mi Casa es Su Casa!" (My Home is Your Home).Carolyn, thank you for showing me, with this award, your comments and your reading my words; that I am doing good!

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Biper and Bug have headed out with Syssa and Ladybug, to gather their share of treats. With my osteoarthritis, walking that much would have left me down a few days, so I opted to stay guard of our humble home.I am so looking forward to hearing them share their tales of excitement, their vivid descriptions of all they saw. Children, our greatest storytellers. Not a speck of detail will be omitted.

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We have a bit of a mess in our home this evening. Earlier today, we were victims of clogged drain pipes. Water was filling both bathrooms, running in from the washer drain pipe, and seeping into the kitchen sink. Although I immediately contacted the landlord, as I don't have the tools do deal with this, after a couple of hours working on the problem, he admitted the problem was beyond his scope

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Here I sit, the room is dark, shattered ever so slightly by the light of the computer. Silence surrounds me, like a fortress. The moon in it's full splendor, no longer visible from the nearby window. A distant radio calming a child to sleep. Peace and tranquility settle over my weary mind. A moment to hold. Etching my soul as waves in the sand.This moment has been hidden. Like the forgotten finds

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This is most definitely the time of treats! Mary, Mary's Writing Nook, passed theses treats to me. They originated at Hootin' Annie's and are meant to be passed on to new, random visitors at your blog.I will pass these on tomorrow.Thank you Mary.

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